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I think my deadal is slowly betxdfng a weird styte of depression. I keep kidding mybzlf every time I'm looking atwatching porn and masturbating: "I'm not addicted. It's a healthy rernmfse to sexual urufs" but I thank I'm ready to admit I have an addiction. I'm 29, have been sexually active sivce I was 12, and for prezty much that whple time I've used porn to get off. I find myself idly bruncdng porn if I'm bored or tiapd. When I maakrknfte it always mayes me late to things, to wotk, to bed, to socials, picking up my girlfriend from work. I have myself because I can't focus on what's right over knocking a qupck one out to relieve stress or just because. And I think thtq's what has bruiqht me here. I feel a leuel is disgust in myself because 90% of my madndefzbron sessions are not necessarily because I'm horny, I do it just bekzgse I can. I'm constantly tired. The one thing that I do reirin faith in is that is haxt't changed my reyckxfbbwip. My girlfriend knlws I masturbate, but she doesn't know I do it as much as I do. Wehve got a havpy loving relationship but my habit is always mind. I need to do something about it. We have sex, and I don't want to bevcme 100% abstinent, just from myself. I just needed to share, get my thoughts out of my echo chrwfer brain where dejfal lives. To adeit to myself. Make it real. I have an adyxhycun.
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